i need to apologise on behalf of myself and other christians out there...
i claim to be living for this God but im not really trusting him with my life. im not giving him enough time to speak to me, i cant even recognise his voice. i can say the right things to others, but do i myself fully understand what they mean? i just dont want to be fake. i want to be real and raw. beauty in Christ. i want to believe that i am a miracle. be less talk more action, you know let God be in the drivers seat. less bek; more God.
i think what i need is a fresh encounter with God. but nothing big, too big becomes too fake. something more like the last place i would think God would show up. away from church. away from youth. a personal encounter.
i cant be a religious christian. religion is too much of the world and not of God. and so i must apologise for being religious. im so sorry for every christian who has followed religion instead of God. we were giving you a fake view of what God is, we weren't being true to him.
too often we as christians talk about how God helped the lost. the poor, the oppressed, those living in sin, those suffering. but how often do we walk past one of these? aren't we all equal in Gods eyes. then why should they be less than us? why should they have less than us? we need to go to the people and become of the people just as christ came to earth to become of the people.
"For I was hungry and you gave me nothing to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me nothing to drink, I was a stranger and you did not invite me in, I needed clothes and you did not clothe me, I was sick and in prison and you did not look after me" -Matthew 25:42-43
Im sorry i haven't shown God's love. Im sorry other christians haven't shown God's love.
Is sorry enough?
who i am...
rebekah laurene
im addicted to mints
im 17 years old
the love of my life is my cat, chloe
my parents can be pretty rad sometimes
i loveee coffee
bernii is the best everrr
i like trackies
luke lives in the room next to mine
i believe in God
&& Jesus is my homeslice
i think the greatest thing in life is love
gilmore girls makes me smile
people who think they are better than everyone else are stupid
&&& life was meant to be enjoyed
