what i want to say to four dear guys who mean so much in my life...
dear j, im struggling to put this concept into an idea. but i think that if i were to be honest with you.. i think that if you lived closer to me then maybe we would be closer and my heart would feel differently. i dont know, i just feel that maybe we'd work well together. i honestly never thought that we would have so much in common. i thought you were just a guy hanging with my cousin. but it turns out your so much than that. we ping together, we laugh together and we laugh together so much we cry. it's something special. but i know that nothing will come of this... but we will still be friends. you are a rad person and i like that we are ping friends. love b.
my heart is confused.
dear l, i couldn't help but think that the reason we couldn't be was because you were leaving. but when i talked to you about it.. you said otherwise. now i think i was just kidding myself. but i think we will be friends. maybe not close, but friends. i hope so. i will miss you. love b.
i do not understand.
dear n, you are a younger male version of me. i like that. we just seem to fit. more so than i do with others. you were the best gundi i have ever had. wearing your uo jacket was the best ever. i will never forget what could have been, but never will. love b.
my love will be like a tangled web.
dear lb, i think im jealous. it never seemed to be the right time. i like what we had but i also like what we have. but its different and i miss time before. were more than just friends now. your my fake brother. i never thought you would stay this long. but im glad you are. love b.
who i am...
rebekah laurene
im addicted to mints
im 17 years old
the love of my life is my cat, chloe
my parents can be pretty rad sometimes
i loveee coffee
bernii is the best everrr
i like trackies
luke lives in the room next to mine
i believe in God
&& Jesus is my homeslice
i think the greatest thing in life is love
gilmore girls makes me smile
people who think they are better than everyone else are stupid
&&& life was meant to be enjoyed
