i cant help but feel that going to Ringwood is the right thing for me.
i think of Ringwood and all the possibilities there... and yet i am afraid but i am also excited about the options.
and then i think of yr 12 at St Pauls OR Regional and i think about what its going to do to me, you know if i will cope. yet i am afraid but i dont feel happiness or excitement i dont feel anything but hatred and sadness.
i feel this conviction in myself. but i dont know if its just from my head (me) or from my heart (God).
but i know it has to come from my heart.
My God, Almighty one what do You want me to do? where do You want me to go? is this from You? or is it from me? Father speak to me, i want to hear Your still small voice, but i need to recognise that its from You.. fill my heart will Your wisdom and knowledge and may You show me what You want for my life. You are amazing Lord, i know Your always there for me. when i need You most. You always come through in the end. teach me and speak to me. Thanks that You love me so dearly. and teach me to love You more You're Almighty
-Rebekah
who i am...
rebekah laurene
im addicted to mints
im 17 years old
the love of my life is my cat, chloe
my parents can be pretty rad sometimes
i loveee coffee
bernii is the best everrr
i like trackies
luke lives in the room next to mine
i believe in God
&& Jesus is my homeslice
i think the greatest thing in life is love
gilmore girls makes me smile
people who think they are better than everyone else are stupid
&&& life was meant to be enjoyed
